Black History Month

I will celebrate this month and have been. Remember every day is black history, not just a

month. This is a month to take the time and reminisce on the people that took risks to stand up

for what's right and were willing to suffer any consequence. I'm thankful, I thank the Lord, but I

know we still have long ways to go with fighting stereotypes and generalizations brought upon

us. I am willing to fight them. I always feel like I was born in the wrong generation, I wish I was

born around the time Martin Luther King was being a voice for all people and when Josephine

Baker was standing next to him as well, trying to unite the people to take a stand. I dreamed of

being there, my oh my how far we've come and America as well.

All this month I'll be posting quotes and history.
-take care everyone.

What is beauty/ prettiness? Am I??

What is beauty/prettiness? This has been on my mind for a while. Because to me it's easy to answer this question, and for others as well. What is your perception of beauty?
And the big question do you think your pretty/beautiful? In all honesty it's hard to answer this question... I've heard people tell me I am but I tend to brush it off and just simply say thanks. I find my self attractive, and I find other people beautiful it's hard for me to call myself that. Do you get where I'm coming from? It seems like it might sound like your so into yourself or cocky if you call yourself beautiful. Is it?
Here's the definition of beautiful on dictionary.com:

beau⋅ti⋅ful

–adjective

1.	having beauty; having qualities that give great pleasure or satisfaction to see, hear, think about, etc.; delighting the senses or mind: a beautiful dress; a beautiful speech.

2.	excellent of its kind: a beautiful putt on the seventh hole; The chef served us a beautiful roast of beef.

3.	wonderful; very pleasing or satisfying.

I see beauty in all people, in all elasticities, shades, sizes, etc. I still find it hard to find myself that. Should it be hard to say it and actually believe it? Is something wrong with me yall?

2010 Happy New Year!

2010. WHere to begin?lol. I'm looking foward to it. I feel like this is my year. Changes for the better, trying harder... For New Years I', doing absolutely nothing, but watching TV and eating. I never really do anything every year. Party scenes aren't really me either, just from time to time.
well God Bless.

Day 2 fit journal

I did 60 crunches, 20 middle, 20 on the sides and 20 on the other side. let me tell you!!!!! it was hard completing those side crunches. lol I need to work out more. I'm terrible. haha. I Don't want to lose weight. I just want it in all the right places, I want my little coke bottle shape more defined. lol So thats what I'm doing is, toning. I need to take before pics. I will go joggins some time today.

Day 1 Get Fit jounal

I effed up yall. No I didn't work out and I ate hecka sweets. lol I'm not going to do the take it slow on the sweets until after the holidays cause its TOO hard. lol I'm a wimp I know!

That's it, it's time to get fit!!!!!!!!

I have been trying to flatten my stomach for so so SO so long and never actually committed to it. When I would, it'd last for like 2 days and that little 'get fit' would go out the door. Now I'm serious. I'm tired of my little pudge on my lower abs, people think its cute (what the?) lol people poke it and laugh. Its not funny to me though. Lol I've always had a little pudge on my lower abs even in my skinny minny days. Now I know dieting isn't the thing, its all about minimizing sweets, and I know thats hard for me because sweets is all around me. To get over it I'll replavce my brownies, cookies, and more with hot chocolate. And that be my sweet. Only one cup of it a day. I will cut out eating bagels for breakfast and switch to oatmeal. I know bagels and cream cheese contains HECKA calories, its so good though! Other than that I don't really eat to bad. I know I do need to drink more h20, I personally don't really like water, I never have. The tastes is yuck and too plain to me. weird eh? I want a body like Ciara, athletic but yet curvy at the same time. She's always had killer abs. That lucky chick!.

Fitness plan: I'll be putting in a 15 minuete work out session a day. Like 60 crunches, 40 leg lifts, 50 lunges, 30 push ups (if I can lol), and the little butt/leg lifter 12-15 on each side. I'm going to try to do it every day. I'll be writing a journal on how I feel and what I ate daily on here. I hope I do well!!